Rosalie Lillian Hale Cullen Coven Emmett's Wife and Jasper's 'Twin' member is offline
"Every story has an ending, but in life, an ending is just a new beginning."
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Finals and being sick really sucks! « Result #5 Yesterday at 9:08am »
I just finished all of my finals yesterday. I've had lack of sleep and not eating quiet as much as I'm supposed to due to studying, I got sick with a sore throat and bad headaches. I haven't been able to concentrate, so I do apologize for my absence.
Hopefully these meds the doctor prescribed kick in soon...cause I've missed Forbidden!
To-do-list: 1) Start forest/hunting thread (with Alice, Jake and Leah) 2) Theo's request regarding his house
So not many things I have to do...unless if I haven't checked in the posts I'm in. I'll probably do that later tomorrow. I should have my "To-Do-List" completed by Saturday night...
So...it seems like Nyquil is kicking in...*yawns* I hope to be back soon!
Seriously, I haven't been gone for too long and I already miss you guys!
Dominic Leonid Aleksandr Kamakovick « Result #8 on Dec 4, 2009, 12:53am »
Character Name: Dominic Leonid Aleksandr Kamakovick Age: somewhere in the 500 range; looks about 21, 22. - Doesn't remember anything earlier. Gender: Male Sexual Orientation: Straight Species: Vampire Coven/Pack/Nomad: Nomad Diet: Wild; so humans.
Hair: Black Eyes: Crimson, used to be blue. Weight: 230 lbs Height: 6"3 Overall appearance: Dominic has the mysterious appeal down to a science. Dark hair, crimson eyes, and sharp features. Perfectly sculpted face, pale skin courtesy of his species though he was never truly that dark to begin with. When he first enters the room, most people stop and are more or less forced to regard him with appraisal. Not only is he gorgeous, but he practically screams lethal. Usually, he is seen wearing a suit jacket like the one in the picture above with a loose tie accompanied by a pair of worn out jeans. Naturally, beneath the jacket is an undershirt to properly accentuate it. Business casual, he calls it. When he dresses down, his attire usually consists of a simple pair of jeans and a tee-shirt - nothing too extravagent..but he does take his appearence slightly seriously.
Personality Strengths:
> Fiercely protective over those he loves and cares about to the point of violence and blind rage.
> He has a romantic side that is almost unparalleled. The only one capable of beating him in this particular category is his elder brother, Dante. The man will literally stop at nothing to make his woman happy as a lark.
> His wit is intelligently based. He uses it to manipulate others to react in the fashion he desires. Absolutely brilliant with this.
Personality Weaknesses:
> Very quick to anger and attempt to smash somebody's face in but he disguises it well. One minute he will seem perfectly calm, and the next he is sucking you dry. It often causes problems for him, needless to say.
> He is insecure about his place within his family. Because of this, and a few other more private insecurities, he comes across as paranoid thus he tends to react a little more abruptly than most.
> Dominic has an issue with knowing when to cut his losses. His pride usually keeps him from making the wisest of decisions and therefore it has almost cost him his life on more than one occasion. Let's be glad he's nearly indestructable. Oy..
Overall Personality:
Dominic is probably the most sane of the three brothers. Due to the fact that he had been kicked out when he was fifteen, he was forced to grow up rather quickly...even though during that time period he was forced to grow up sooner anyways. Despite the fact that he does seem to be the 'sanest'of the three, he does have weird tendencies and random bouts of anger management issues. Dominic does NOT like humans for he finds them weak, indecisive, and utterly pathetic creatures. His beliefs are based off of Darien's to some degree. This is due to the time spent with the elder man most likely. Other than that, his personality is something of an interesting sort - can be extremely calm, kind, and romantic...but then whip around and utterly destroy you. Oh, and he is FIERCELY protective over his siblings. If he finds you unworthy of being acquainted with them at all, he will dub you as a target for victimization...and will make your life utter and complete hell.
Character History:
His earliest memories consist of his time spent on a ship on its way over to settle in the New World. Originally from Russia, along with his two elder brothers, he was outcasted by his noble family and sent to America. Because his family was so close, however, his siblings accompanied him on his journey to the new world. Together, they were a strong force and had promised each other early on that they would do everything in their power to remain together through thick and thin. Dominic was only about twelve or thirteen when he was shunned, his 'unlordly' mannerisms and actions putting shame on the family's name. Nevertheless, his elder brothers joined him anyways, even though the noble line of their family needed an heir.
Dante, Darien, and Dominic would not be separated for anything in the world...having grown up under the very serious word of their beloved mother. She had taught them to love each other and to protect each other no matter the circumstances and situations. So they did. Dominic, being the youngest of the three, needed to be taken care of...so Darien and Dante followed accordingly.
When they made it overseas, the trio got off and immediately started to make a name for themselves. They were self-sufficient, even though they were 'rich boys' and grew a reputation for being hard workers and good hands around a farm. Growing up this way helped the trio immensely down the line.
It was not until Dante took an interest in a young woman that the trio would be broken up - the close bonds starting to weaken. Dante would leave for days on end to be with her, courting her and eventually he would marry her and have a family. The two brothers left behind were forced to eventually say goodbye to their beloved sibling, for he soon moved to another settlement to start another life with his wife.
Darien, sadly, thought that this just would not do and ultimately vowed to bring his younger sibling back. Dominic was still young and had no say in the matter...so he simply focused on the physical labor of his work and let his brothers do what they so desired.
It wasn't until Dominic turned twenty one that the vampire showed up and utterly destroyed their entire lifestyle. The rogue naturally bit Darien first, for he shielded Dominic initially. Unfortunately, the bastard managed to do the same to Nic. When the duo awoke to their town destroyed and decimated, they ran. Fearing that they were the cause the darted off, their senses heightened to a terrifying degree, in the direction of Dante and his family. Because of Darien's vow to keep the family together, he ultimately destroyed Dante's life and turned him.
Throughout the next few centuries, Dominic followed quietly behind his elder siblings - listening to them continuously argue and hate each other...until finally the younger slipped away from his family to strike out on his own. Throughout his loner phase, he met a few other vampires and stuck close to them for a little while...but ultimately they were not to his standards and he left.
Now, having wisened up over the centuries alone and after feasting on the humans that he truly detests for no real reason sans for the fact that he has to hide his true nature from them and because they are weak compared to him, he continues to wander about aimlessly with no sense of permanence towards any one place. With no social attachments, excluding the acquaintences he's met over the centuries, he works soully for himself and is something of a mercenary. He does whatever he pleases, goes wherever he so desires, and can do just about anything. The perfect lifestyle for a loner such as himself...and he still has no clue where his elder brothers are.
Power:
Dominic's ability is unique in the sense that it is completely selfless. He has the ability of taking the pain, whether it be emotional or physical, and pull it from another person.... sapping it away yet, in turn for this act of kindness, all he recieves is what he gains - the pain of the other person. Example: Say that someone was raped and was having a severely difficult time dealing with how 'dirty' she felt. Dominic could take the feelings of discust from her, the pain she felt, and leave her a much happier individual. Also, say someone's arm was broken. Dante could take that pain, only to recieve the exact same injury that person had - a broken arm. (Thankfully he's a vamp. Oy.)
Anything else about your charrie we need to know?: Not right now..that i know of. Lol.
Roleplay Sample: (from another roleplay) Quote:
Lanz Fiorello was notorious for being rather ruthless, but extremely fair when in reference to his pack. Loyalty knew no bounds and was not questioned. He was a man of his word if he trusted you, and a lying fiend if he didn't.
But he was also a complete and total asshole.
Lanz knew that he was such, and flaunted it shamelessly. Arrogant, egotistical, and cruel, all rolled up into one dangerous beast. His control was perfect, able to shift into his wolf within a mere few seconds, his starch white coat glistening in the little light that was available. A killer in an angel's guise.
Tonight, however? He was put in charge of the estate's security. Being the Beta of Regolith was tiring, yet very rewarding work. He managed a lot of people, and listened only to one.
Viktor.
This evening, however, he was at the window - idly smoking a cigarette - when a very familiar physique entered his view. She was headed straight towards him. Karly. Smirk slid upon his features, and immediately he cut the lights. Beast had decided upon teasing and humiliating her. His new play thing, the alphess of Apollo.
Regolith was known for their dangerous reputation, after all. They loved to play with their food.
Not that Karly was food or anything.
All the same, he intentionally left the door open - her curious nature having been figured out rather quickly when he first met her. She also hated to wait on anything - anyone. This time was no different. Blending in with the shadows, silent movements would be made - only to allow his arms to encircle Karly's waist. It was a gentle, warm touch, despite the individual initiating it. Leaning forward, whispers would graze her ear - sensual, seductive, and menacing. Arrogance knew no bounds. "Welcome home..." He paused, a kiss placed to the spot beneath her chin. "..honey." Croon.
How did you find this site: Zee! ;3 <3 Love you. What would you like to be called?: Uh...Either Sexy, Dante, or Dominic. Don't care. Rofl. Or Kait. How can we contact you?: MSN, AIM, hotmail. Ask if you need anything.
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Re: -.- why? « Result #9 on Dec 3, 2009, 11:30pm »
more to add to this. just a few minor changes. i don't get to perform in this weekends competition because i figured out today that i might have a huge stress fracture in my right leg. i'm leaving in a few minutes to go get a MRI scan done so pray its not worse than they think it is. i still will be gone this weekend and i still have to attend practices so this is just a heads up.
She's got tattoos, and piercings She likes Minor Threat she likes Social Distortion My girl's a hot
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Re: Requests ! « Result #10 on Dec 3, 2009, 8:06pm »
Character's Name:Enola Amaro Face Claim:Michelle Rodriguez What You'd Like:set DimensionsStandard size for the Site Pictures: Not really just ones where she looks tougher cause Enola is a tomboy. Text: She's got tattoos, and piercings She likes Minor Threat she likes Social Distortion Special Requests:Um could there be snow involved if not thats ok
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Re: Requests « Result #12 on Dec 3, 2009, 4:42am »
People featured in the video:Spec,Bianca,Clara,Brian Celebrities wanted in the video:Vin Diesel,Dania Ramirez,qorianka quilcher,Riley Smith Overall Theme: Family First Song:Forsaken-The Vampire Lestat(Don't ask if you cant find it its fine) Audio Clips:If you find some that makes sense go for it Any specific video you would like me to pull clips from?:not really, what works. Anything else?:Thank you!
Re: Not necessarily leaving « Result #13 on Dec 3, 2009, 4:31am »
Still in the limbo between here and not. Sorry again. I'm working on it. Finals are soon but most of them are projects and speeches. So, things will be done and I will be back.
Re: Activity Check: November/December 2009 « Result #14 on Dec 3, 2009, 3:01am »
Emmett Cullen - Canon Demetri Volturi - Canon Dodger Frost - Original Magnus Stark - Original Royce Quidel Pyre - Original Eckhart Faust - Original Argus Cross - Original Gazali Hayder - Original Riley Morriosn - Original (deciding on dropping)
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-.- why? « Result #18 on Dec 2, 2009, 12:03pm »
why does it always seem like i put an away message up on this site every week? i'm even starting to piss myself off...UGH. anyway, this week has started out insane. i caught a cold from my mom and my little sister and its terrible combined with my asthma. i swear i'm about to cough a lung out. with that, i've been taking NyQuil every night after practice (which i will be talking about later) and it immediately acts. NyQuil is 2x as harder on me than it would be on any other person that uses it because i never really use it. i've been going to bed around 6 or 7. now, practice. POM practice has been kicking my ass. i actually cried yesterday while dancing because i was so sore and couldn't breathe. i've been dancing for 13 years now and that has never happened to me before. it's getting more tough because we have a competition this weekend (another reason why i won't be here). and after that its just going to get worse because we will have state and nationals coming up. you guys might not understand but the team i'm on...we are 3 time state winning champs and its hard to stay that way.
so the just. you won't see me around much until my captain stops kicking me in the ass and my cold is over.
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Re: questions and answers. « Result #19 on Dec 2, 2009, 9:13am »
ALSO dying is boring. How fucking boring is it to lay there and never think? Never breathe? You WONT get to see people cry over you. So why would you even do it for other people's benefits? If you want to take your own life one day, be sure it's for reasons that are somewhat concrete. P.S. there aren't really any concrete reasons. you lose. you have to live. the end. that's... LIFE. pretty much. midol. snickers. and sucking your thumb. that'll help. that...and us lovely people here at forbidden. this is totally what we're for. when real people suck, you come to us.<3
Rosalie Lillian Hale Cullen Coven Emmett's Wife and Jasper's 'Twin' member is offline
"Every story has an ending, but in life, an ending is just a new beginning."
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Re: questions and answers. « Result #20 on Dec 2, 2009, 8:07am »
Okay...I can see my response is going to be long... I agree with the second person, and Zee...but I wanted to add something to the suicide part. Along with Zee's about suicide being selfish, it's also making the person who is going to do it a coward, because they don't have the courage to face life. People think suicide is so easy, an easy way out. And sure it is. I agree it is. But the way I see it, it's pointless. It really makes me think less of that person who did/does it.
Our actions, what we do, are sacred because we learn from them. Can we really learn from suicide, when we're not alive afterwards to think about it?
Why do we as humans only see the bad things about what's going on? Why don't we try and see the good things or good things that can come out of it? Can it make you stronger? Because I know for a fact that suicide can't make you stronger (obviously). At least if we attempt to find a solution to our problems, then we're no longer cowards, but courageous individuals who are trying to find another way out.
My point? There are so many bad things in the world that we as human beings tend to just focus on bad things. We're used to seeing it all the time. We see it on the late night news. A child was killed, terrorist attacks, etc. and yes, we get it. But they don't focus on the good things. Why? Because in the media world, it doesn't sell. In real life, we just don't believe good things will happen to us. Like the expression says, "Good things happen to bad people...and bad things happen to good people." Sometimes it's true, and sometimes it's not. We choose how to live our lives. Sometimes, somethings are just not in our control...
Do we have control over our decision on committing suicide? Yes. If we decided to commit suicide, have we just made a decision that we will regret even if we are now dead? I don't see where the good thing would come from doing it. If you do, then please tell me, because I just can't see it.
While I'm still on a roll...I want you to see where I got all of what I just wrote from.
This picture, was an assignment for my photography class I had last semester. It was for our final assignment. Our instructor wanted us to basically put on paper what we believe art means and we had to create it. I said, "Art conveys emotions. And the only way I can show you what that means, is by showing you what I feel. In my photo, I'm the girl (not really...that's my sister, Celeste, but she's representing me). But what it shows, is how I truly felt inside. I would walk around the school, talk to my friends like there was nothing wrong with me. My reflection? My reflection tells a different story. My reflection, is what I truly felt. I felt like I was going insane. I felt like my world was crashing down because so many things were going on in my life. Literally. I had been to seven funerals in that year. One of which was my best friends...(she was murdered). My aunt was in the hospital at a very bad level of hepatitis, just waiting for death. My uncle had a stroke and luckily survived, but now his brain can't process at the normal speed it did before.
"But what did the whole world see from me? They only saw what I made them see, what I showed on the outside. No one knew what I felt in the inside. Honestly, I had even considered suicide a few times, because I was just tired of all the things that had happened and I wasn't sure if I could hold up to deal with more. But I knew that it was all in my head. I knew there were somethings that could keep me going, but I just had to look for them." My sister, Angie, was in my photography class, and her jaw dropped when I told my story to the class, about what art means to me, and what my photo represented with my story and the suicidal thoughts. Later that day, she asked me why I was bottling up what I felt. "Plain and simple," I told her. I said, "I don't want people to believe I am weak. That I can't pull myself together when the tough gets going. It makes me a stronger person when I don't have to hear someone pity me for the things I've had to endure." (I was actually talking about my best friend there...I had gone to her rosary and just put on an expressionless face. Angie was the one who had taken me.) I told her, "I'm not strong when I fall to my knees, and cry out to God why these things are happening. I feel strong when the world doesn't know how I feel. I feel stronger when I find something that will help me remember the good things about the bad things."
But that's just the way I work. And yes, I have cried when I was alone and thinking about these things. But who would've known? No one. I hated it when people would tell me, "It's okay," when it's not. I'm not stupid.
Why didn't I do suicide? Because what strength would I have gained in the process? None. When I lost my best friend, did that make me stronger? No, but it didn't make me weaker either. Remembering her every once in a while, made me remember memories we created when we hung out. Those memories, make me stronger. They keep me going and living a life and looking towards a future she wasn't given a choice or opportunity to live.
I guess that's all I have to say. I know I can ramble on and on...but suicide? Never. I know we shouldn't say never, never. But not in this case. I always try to find something that will make me stronger when it should really make me weaker.
Everything has a strength, a pro. Everything has a weakness, a con. What you should really ask yourself is, "Do I want to become a stronger person? Or do I want dwell in the past, and let it bring me down?"
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